baby,

its our 71st week today.
it is also our 5th day being mad and angry at each other.
my 5th day of insomnia and crying myself badly to bed.
ive thought alot for the past few days.
i find myself not good enough for you.
i always make mistake and make us fight very often.
i hate to let go of u.
i fear that other guy will love you better than i do.
i am very afraid of losing you.
baby, if one fine day if another guy better than me goes after you, u have to tell me ok. because i will give u both my blessing no matter how sad i can be. because i rather u be happier. though i know the fact is that i hate to lose you and not having u by my side:(
but if you think u still have the hearts for me, forgive me darling:(
im waiting for you.
i love you.



I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah