April 20, 2009

my god im typing an essay on my life.

i just realised my blog is almost 5 years old.
havent changed the url or deleted off any post since then.
woahhh.

anyway, i feel like unprivatizing this blog of mine.
but for idk what reason.
maybe just for the fun of it. but i guess ill end up making it private again.
because im so used to it, this way. huhu

so lets see where did i stop at?(goes back to archive)
ahhh smac.

i just finished my lastttt event with smac, which is FO training camp(FOT)
camp theme was survival. arun kumar brilliant idea.
throughout the camp, i can see and feel that the campers enjoyed themselves.
idk why, but to me they enjoy what they arent suppose to. lol. weird. but glad they had fun lah.
i was doing logistic together with weida and weihao.
its really good to be working behind the scene.
ur always ahead of others, but also, sometimes u wished u can split urself into 2 and then do work faster. haha thank god there was the rest of the OC to help considering our camp manpower was only dependant on OC and no helpers. ehhh wait, only 1, james. hahah
the thing i like about being in a camp is because i get to work together with my close friends. esp when they are all OCs. tts what i feel. we can execute things better that way. when most of the time we think things shud be this way, it always happens the other way. and when we think things shud happen the other way, it always happens this way. tskkkkk. to put it in an easier term, camp always got cock up, but cock up are always meant to last for about 5 minutes, after that sure got solution. because when cock up happen, plan impromtu comes into play(:




after FOT, i decided to give it a rest. want to sebok2 at FOC lah. come and see the freshies and the juniors being the OC.
came only for 1st supper, 3rd night nightwalk and sleptover for breakcamp.
FOC is always a bonding thing. looking back, i fucking wasted myself for nt gng my year FOC and making more friends because i was busy getting wassssted at my own chalet, one day b4 sch starts-_-
but heck, i still made alot of friends lah.
anywayyyyy. FOC was goood. ofcourse lah, campers where know anything. got cockup also they dont know. esp timing wise. lol
when bapok night was suppose to start at 11, it kicked off at about 1? but the show was gooood. sporting lah they all. but mr matreps just had to be a fuss when campers were busy dancing. *thumbsdown*
annddd i managed to sing alot of camp song during break camp. sing until shiok lah everyone. hahaha
overall, i give the whole of the FOC OC 09/10 a big round of applause before leaving home. annnddd i also made a handful of friends with the freshies lah.
so next time when i drop by sp to meet bby, i can still slack in club. heh
on another note, fuck it. when i see the campers and juniors having fun like this. i wished i was still stuying. alah fuck. wake upppppppp/ hahahahah


movingggggg onnnnn.


i want to talk about my bike lah.
because i realised baby named phantom. but didnt named by zed.
so can u bby, give a name to the zed? or anyoneeee?
heh
this is the current status of my bike.
although it doesnt look that nice, i like it to be simple.
why? cause one fine day if luck and fate wasnt on ur side, and some clown decide to bang u from behind or some clown decide to put sand and oil at the conering point and i fall off my bike. cosmetic wise its easy to repair because its fully black.
a few cans of black spray paint will do the job. ahah
further more me together with bom, bo and apai loves DIY-ing our bikes.
the last time my zed got into an accident, it took us only 2 days to revamp it back.
u send to shop, 2 weeks also nv get lah dey.
another thing, talking about being on the road, i have yet to continue my car license. i swear im still stucked at 3 lessons. i MUST go starting from next week. or my tp on the may 15 next month burn already.
but seriously, i hate to do something i dont like to do.
but for the sake of the family, i have to lah.
i dont really like being in a car cause it gives me motion sickness. weird huh.
unless its raining, ok fine ill take the cab lah if its urgent. if not i rather wait for the rain to stop then go.
ask me why lah i dont like car.
because this weird fauzi thinks a bike is more safer than a car.
hahaha time for a reality check? yes i guess so.
i STILL think a bike is safer than a car.
BUTTT ppl always think the opposite of me.
halo mister if a fucking tree drop right on ur car while u are driving. u get trap and burn in the car. which one worst? atleast i can escape! hahah
ok im talking crap.
maybe its my passion for bikes. i know im not that bikenatic because i only start to love motorcycle when i took my license. but my passion grew, and it grew in a weird way.
i love cruising bike, but i want to corner. i love the speed but i hate sportsbike.
i can dismantle my bike, but not the engine. i love the smell of 2t but i hate seeing too much smoke. i like the feel of my body going nearer to the ground as i make the corner AND i also enjoy the feeling of having my balls stucked at my throat while doing that.
u ask me run for 20 mins i pancet, u ask me ride for 20 mins, i ride for 20 hours also can.
oh my god, im so in love with riding:)




and ofcourse this girl!



i have sooo much to talk about her. heh
we just passed our 70th week last saturday.
yaya call us old fashion or whatsoever.
but she loves it when i wished her on our every weekasary.
we're still going strong okay. even though sometimes she feel like stabbing me 1 million times and asking me to go and die and ask me to mind my own business. heheh
but u know me. so matter how i enjoy myself, i will always go back to the person i love most.
yes fauzi is a human. he is not a robot.
human make mistake. robot also make mistake.
but the difference between this two is that, robot make mistake u can shut them off and kill them and nobody even cares.
but for me, when i make mistake, i wanna learn and change. but even so when one discovers the mistake, they dont learn straight away, it takes time.
u know i always like to go out with my close friends and just lepak, and talk whatever we can think of. i know u find it redundent but that was during my schooling time, but now, ive just graduated and my time is verryyyy inoccupied. so if im not working, then ill be with u, unless i have things to do on my own or with my friends. u can always call me to check on me to see what im doing. ive nv say that ur a disturbance, right? hehe i learn this from somewhere lah i forget. "we dont have to be together to feel the love"

so bby, listen here, ill make it short and simple. no matter what or how its gonna be, ill always be with you. i know we have always dream of getting married now, so that we can live together and stuffs. but think again, encik kamarozaman is waiting back there for me to change. and ur mum, i hope she doesnt say anything bad about me everytime she sees me. maybe we have to change, stop making her pissed but make her happy from now. how? i also dont know ehhh. hehehe
bby, sometimes im really confused to how u treat me whenever we have arguements. next time i want to hear words coming from ur mouth kay. i prefer things to be settled by us talking things out and crying together. and not i talk, then after tt when we go home, u start to msg me. or in another case i go to ur block, cry u a river(real on ok, not fake) and things always ends with a kiss, hug and a smile on our faces. heheh i love u bby!

ok i realised ive been typing a lil tad too many. and im just gonna end it off here.
but before i go, let me tell u those who still has access to this blog, im keeping it private. why? cause im so used to it being like this lah. better. hahaha
and ohhhhhhhh. ive shifted house already. so take note yeah!
watch out for my next major post. i should be about my poly life and graduaaaaation!
i wanna wear the robe and the hat and have my mother, father, sisters and bby beside me in the photo! :)))))

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